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This is out of control. The two times we have met up we don’t sleep. We aren’t in our 20’s but neither of us had had sex for a year. We kissed like we were swallowing each other whole. Same with fucking. Then afterwards we talked and talked. The sun was coming up when we finally fell asleep exhausted. Then I woke up after 3 or 4 hours and couldn’t go back to sleep I was so excited and freaked out your big, beautiful bald head was on the other pillow in my bed. Talking, fucking, talking, fucking. I feel crazy. The last hour or two we were together I felt uncomfortable and tense and like I couldn’t communicate with you. The way you were talking to me felt so judgmental and like you were interrogating me. Secretly I hope it doesn’t work out. So I can sleep. And rest my sore vagina. Not feel judged and nervous about being so intimate so fast with someone who doesn’t know me or have any commitment to me. Go back to the simplicity of being single.

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